Posted this a little over a year ago. Stumbled across it today and realized that it is more true now than even then.
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I guess it will get out someday, but not quite yet…
I want to do this. Like, full time, eat drink & sleep kind of do this. I’ve always wanted to make a difference, but I’d always thought it would be through being a doctor. I would save lives and reach people at the same time.
Apparently not.
I thought I would be sad for longer. And, I hope this isn’t like a “rebound, bury myself so I don’t drown myself in sorrow” kind of thing that I don’t care about anymore in a few months.
But for now…
I want music. Not just to listen to, I want it to make. I want it to share. I want it to be how I change the world.
So, those high aspirations are still there…
There just finding a new way out. Maybe, it’s the right way. Maybe, I’ve been missing it all these years. Or maybe, I just wasn’t ready for this reality yet.
But I am now. Let the music flow.
